Dear Singles,
All my single people (boys and girls) say “heeeyy!” Say it like you mean it, loud and proud!! Too bad most of us don’t see being single as something to be proud of. In fact at my age it feels like a badge of shame to be honest.
We live in a society that teaches about romance and marriage from a young age. If you don’t have a career goal you most likely dream of the day you’ll get married or produce a mini you. When we are “of age” and we don’t have a partner then it’s assumed that there is something wrong with us. We get asked “why don’t you have someone”… can I just say THAT IS THE WORST QUESTION TO ASK A SINGLE PERSON! How do I even answer that? “umm I don’t know? I’m ugly?”
I’ve lived a good chunk of my over 18 life being single. Half of that time I didn’t want to date anyone because I really wanted the freedom of getting to know me. (those were my “Eat, Pray, Love” days).
I travelled, I studied, I made friends with who ever I wanted, I bought my own apartment and lived on my own. While some of my generation was saving for a wedding or wiping their babies bums, I was teaching kids in Cambodia English and now helping women who were once in DV relationships or running away from war-torn countries to start their own small businesses and make a better life for their families. Some people call me Mother Teresa… Whatever.
If I had a choice to do those years again I would definitely do it single.
Was it ever hard? Of course!
Was it ever lonely? Yes, sometimes my heart literally hurt.
Was I ever lost because of my singleness? No.
Being without a partner did not leave me confused as to who I was. I do not feel like there is another half of me missing because I genuinely believe this time was designed just for me, not to be shared with a male partner.
There were times I thought “ok God, why am I scaring all these men away? Am I doing something wrong?” Once these questions came so did the doubt. Doubt in myself, that I was not pretty enough, fun enough, skinny enough, loud enough, smart enough, quirky enough, good enough etc.
But every time the doubt came I had to pull out the reasoning:
“I put lots of effort into my appearance, I am open-minded about trying new things, I’m healthy, my level of volume at which I speak gets my message across, I tried my best at Uni and now I’ve graduated, I’m my own version of quirky when I’m myself and I’m not good enough I’m very good.” In genesis 1 God created the world and said it was good. He then created [hu]man and said it was very good. We are the ones that doubt therefore come up with the excuse that “I’m not enough”.
I researched what the most attractive quality was in someone (and when I say researched I mean Googled and clicked the first few links). Do you know what the most common one was? Confidence. Not race, weight, financial status or cheekbone structure but confidence.
If someone is confident it means that they have faith in themselves and therefore others are willing to have faith in them too. If you are not a confident person I don’t think that you should fake it till you make it. If you do that, you are most likely going to be trying to over compensate for the lack and it will come across as prideful, vain and selfish. No, you need to believe you have something to be confident about. Be confident that you are kind, caring, genuine, thoughtful, encouraging, intelligent, strong, resilient and wise. You can’t fake these things; you need to grow into them.
Your end goal can’t be confidence. Confidence comes when you know who you are and the great things you wish to contribute to the world. The world doesn’t need arrogant, greedy people it needs love. Everyone was put onto this earth for a reason. There are no purposeless lives. And to be honest I would be far more attracted to a guy that sticks to his passion and speaks of it as if it was what brings him joy (even if I had no interest in it) than to someone who has no direction in life. I’m not talking about a career, I’m talking about a heart for something. Having a heart for something that brings you to life when you speak of it and urges you to be better. Something that brings out your good side and the side that makes you think, “I am enough”.
Come on singles! No more sitting around wishing, hoping and hiding. Get rid of that doubt and fill that space with purpose! If you are meant to be dating or married it will happen but in the mean time make your single season count!
*At this point, as a Christian, I should be saying fill that space with Jesus and you should. Jesus should be your anchor but Jesus died and the veil was torn so we could be enough to be in his presence. If you don’t know where to start when finding your purpose, then trying asking your creator. He can definitely point you in the right direction.
“But Jess! How do I build my confidence without turning conceited?” you ask me.
Here are 3 easy #loljokesnotsoeasy steps :
Run your race
Do your thing. Yes, you have a thing. You have a unique purpose that was specifically designed for you. Let’s say you are running a race and you start off in your lane. Then you realise that the person a couple of lanes over look like they have a better spot so you make your way over to their lane. You start to feel like there’s no room there and you see that you were so distracted by which lane to be in that you slowed down and you are now falling behind. You are also slowing the other person down. Your goal is not to have the best looking or fastest track. Your end goal is eternity. If you are focused on your breathing, keeping those legs and arms moving aka serving God, reading his word, surrounding yourself with people who are cheering you on you are bound to finish the race and finish well. As Carl Lentz explains it, you will probably find that the person you’ve been waiting for is also running their race and now happens to be beside you and not falling behind with the distracted people. When the time is right it will happen. Just do your thing. #Nike
Don’t sook. Make a change
If someone confronts you about something, don’t sook about it because they may possibly have a point. Think about where this person is coming from and does what they’re saying sound true in your life. If so, you may get all defensive at first but take a deep breath and think of ways to make a change. Trust that God is speaking to you and that he has the best intentions for you. He’s moulding you. A humble person makes the confidence all that more attractive because it’s not coming from what they are doing but from what God is doing in them.
Do Good
So we are doing our thing, we are trusting in God but in Psalm 37:3 it says, “trust in the Lord and do good”. There’s no point in trusting in God and sitting on our butts. PEOPLE! We need to do what we want to do now! Not wait until we are married! That amazing plan you have that will change the world does not need a marriage certificate. It needs a willingness to say yes and to run with it. Be kind, share love and just LIVE LIFE!
Sorry for all the yelling but some of you singles need it. The moral of my story is singleness does not equal shame. I’m bringing Single back! You are still the Unique you whether you have someone or not.
That is enough.
You are enough.
Yours Sincerely,
J
P.s I hope you sensed my sarcasm in certain parts of my writing. I tried to add emojis and gifs to match my tone. I’m not actually that narcissistic. I mean no harm, just love xx